He texts me so much
He sends me pictures of where’s he’s been throughout the day
He lets me know that he’s been thinking about me
He tells me he misses me and that he wants to see me
He does all this without me even texting him first
He does all this without me even telling him that I miss him first
To me all this means a lot! :) he’s so cute
My dad obviously sets the bar up really high for whoever is going to marry me :)
Must compliment my body and my outfits
Must be a good dad
Must support me even though I plan to support myself
Must never use “I’m tired” as an excuse (I learned that from my dad)
Must always celebrate every occasion with me whether he makes it a big deal and goes out of his way or gets me the smallest thing..just as long as the thought counts :)
Must be smart and independent
Must handle the bills right
Must always want more for me and his family:)
Must be as family-oriented as me
As long as he makes me happy and does things right with me I’m gonna love him forever :)
(and of course all I was thinking about was Gil when I typed this out)
To be continued…
“I’m sorry we can’t really go to much places now babe :(”
*motions me to come over and sit on his lap*
As I sit on his lap, he hugs me ever so tight and says “I’m really sorry” and kisses my cheek.
I know babies, I know.
It’s not your fault, you don’t have to be sorry.
“I just want to be how I was before. I don’t want to be sick anymore:(“
I know babies me too. I hope it gets better!
Kiss X 10 ❤
These words made my heart stop
Just how sincere he made it sound
❤🙏
I hate when my mom makes me cry
She always gets mad at me
And says I never do anything
When all i ever do is clean the house, and work, and go to school.
She always tries to get me in trouble, especially with my dad.
And to top it off she was already upset because she called my grandma and all my grandma ever does is makes my mom in a bad mood and stresses her out with how my tia acts.
Mind your own fucking business.
It was a great reunion with Ari! She definitely knows what to say and I wish I could talk to her more often. I wanted to breakdown and cry when I was telling her about him. I had to put my face down and fiddle with something to hold it in. She told me it was very stressful and that she could tell it even makes me depressed. I shouldn’t have to be going through this, but then again she told me I shouldn’t give up and that I should be there for him. But when is he going to be there for me? I hate the way I’ve been feeling sometimes, I don’t think anyone understands how I feel. I wish I could tell him, I wish I could just yell. I wish I could just cry in his arms and he’d realize how he needs to help me too. But he doesn’t, he never will. All he does is care about himself. I’m fucking over it. I don’t like how sometimes I’m feeling so happy and positive and the minute I talk to him and he says something I don’t like I immediately start feeling down. It’s like I just became depressed too. Why the fuck do you make me feel this way? I’m tired of it. Just plain tired. I don’t need this stress. :(
I’m always texting my boyfriend left and right like I’m obsessed with him yet I never even get a text back! :(
I love falling asleep in his arms :) no matter what happens between us and what we go through, when it comes down to the end of the day, I love him and he loves me and he just seems like the right person to take care of me ❤
He sleeps so peacefully and you can just tell deep down how great of a person he is. I love how he and I trust each other and don’t have to worry about lame shit like other couples do! I’m truly blessed! My parents like him, my grandma likes him, and my tia loves him! I think these people approve of him and like him more than they like me! Trust me, it’s a really good feeling knowing you have the support of your family members towards your relationship. I just hope when he leaves everything falls into place.
“And another thing Bianca told me that Kat likes pretty guys…”
“Are you telling me I’m not a pretty guy?”
“He’s very pretty he’s a gorgeous guy”
@Yeah I just wasn’t sure. I didn’t know”
